I think it’s about time to Pre-Order my Lilly Planner…
I’m heading to Vermont in 2 hours…
And I’m already homesick for Charlotte. This is such a strange feeling, for I’m never homesick.
I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that I’ve never been away from my parents for more than a month. Leaving for 9 weeks is a scary thing.
Also, while at my moms work today, she started crying when I left, because she won’t get to see me before I go. That really stung because I started crying and realizing how scared I am.
I’ve never done anything like this. I’m so nervous and scared. What if Maddie doesn’t like me? What if I’m too homesick that I have to come home early? What if things don’t work out and I’m forced to come home? All of these questions are going through my head.
In a time where I should be excited, I’m sitting in my room crying and scared.
