Amanda Eileen.: Archive

I’m not allowing myself to buy any more Lilly until I lose 10 lbs. Once I lose 10, then I’ll buy a skort that I’ve been drooling over. I guess I better get to work.

May 20th

Wow. It’s been a while. This past semester has been a whirlwind and not in a good way. I went through a heartbreak, a horrible fight that tore my extended family apart and one of the hardest semesters in my college career to date. But somehow I made it out alive. I only have one person to thank for that and that is God. He has stood by me in every obstacle and pushed me to succeed. Even in...

May 14th

You act so high and mighty but I bet they wouldn’t believe you if you said you didn’t come to ANYTHING. Sigma is what you make of it. I have had nothing but the best experience joining a sorority that is full of amazing women who have become some of my closest friends. It’s a shame that you didn’t make the effort to see what Sigma would do for you.

Mar 25th

Mar 15th

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Mar 15th

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Mar 8th

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Feb 21st

Feb 5th

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Feb 5th

Completely overwhelmed by the fact that I’ve been having to figure out everything on my own. This transition has been a confusing one to say the least.

Jan 26th

I’m tired I’m worn My heart is heavy From the work it takes to keep on breathing I’ve made mistakes I’ve let my hope fail My soul feels crushed By the weight of this world And I know that you can give me rest So I cry out with all that I have left Let me see redemption win Let me know the struggle ends That you can mend a heart that’s frail and torn I want to...

Jan 24th

Tonight is my first event as Recruitment Director and I’m getting pretty nervous.

Jan 17th

Dec 30th

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I am blessed.

I have an amazing family. A roof over my head. Food on my table. Amazing friends. The opportunity to go to college. I have nothing to complain about. My God has always been faithful. And even in my darkest moments, when I feel alone, I look back at everything He has provided and I have so much to be thankful for. I can never stop thanking Him.

Dec 27th

Dec 26th

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Dec 22nd

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Dec 21st

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Dec 21st

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My mom laughed at me when I gave her my christmas list and demanded that I make a new one. Now i have no idea what to put on it. Ideas?

Dec 20th

Dec 14th

myrunningfeetcouldfly: I just googled “college christmas trees” and I found some gems that needed to be shared and my personal favorite dying.

Dec 11th

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I'm sad.

I’ve screwed so much up. And I feel like this break is going to suck. I don’t get to go to my favorite place in the world. I don’t get to see my favorite person. I don’t get to see my kiddos. I don’t get to catch a freaking break. I’ve been crying like non stop lately. I’ve been sad, like really sad. Not quite sure why anymore. I’m tired of who...

Dec 5th

The fact that I probably won’t be going to my favorite place in the world in a month is killing me inside. I’m sad and all I want to do is see the snow.

Dec 1st

Nov 27th

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Nov 27th

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thepomprince asked: you are oh so fabulous (:

Nov 27th

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Nov 24th

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Nov 24th

sweetsoutherncharm: “You are loved more than you’ll ever know by someone who died to know you.” Romans 5:8 ♥

Nov 21st

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Though the devil will ruin, though trials may come Let this blessed assurance control That Christ has regarded my helpless estate And He shed His own blood for my soul It is well, with my soul It is well, it is well with my soul

Nov 4th

Jayden Alyssa Kerns

one year. one extremely hard year. I cannot believe that I received a phone call one year ago that would forever change my life. This perfect child of God gained her place a year ago and since then, it’s been strange not having her around. I know she is in a better place, but she is missed. You’ve been on my mind all day today, princess, but say hey to Granddaddy for me.

Nov 4th

I’ve lost 11 pounds! This is such a huge deal for me considering the fact I’ve let my body get out of control! I’m finally back under 150 just by simply cutting some things out of my diet and walking more! I know the next 15 lbs I want to loose will be harder to come off but I’m determined to get back to 135!

Oct 30th

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Oct 28th

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Oct 28th

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Oct 28th

Oct 25th

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I’m so overwhelmed. I’m working so much but don’t have a cent to show it and it stresses me out. I’m stressed about money, and school, and next fall and I just need a break. I need another job so I don’t worry about money. I just don’t know what to do.

Oct 19th

I hate leaving here. It’s perfect. I love the cold weather, the leaves changing, Madeline Ashley Ploof, Anderson David Cortright, the Hammonds, the atmosphere, the air… I just love it here. And I hate to go.

Oct 16th